We’re excited about the fresh start and environment, and leaving BHS was our final step to reach that at our new universities. But recently, I realized there are going to be things I miss. And I know it’s not permanent so that’s why it doesn’t bother me too much, but it’s a big change. I can’t just sit on the couch and take a nap, or practice the saxophone whenever I want. I’m really gonna miss doing errands and listening to music when I drive. The singer announced the partnership on social media Tuesday, saying she is “thrilled” to be working with the company to help make therapy more accessible.
I have met so many college friends and I haven’t even been to orientation! I am going to so many places this summer and seeing all sorts of people. And, I am how to clean lint off hair brush looking forward to graduation and all of the senior events coming up! There have been so many good memories this year and sometimes I forget about them.
I look at old pictures of me from freshman year, and even in elementary school and my flower girl days and it’s so weird to me that I’m not that little girl anymore. I don’t feel like a senior in high school, going into college in the fall. I remember looking up to those people, like my camp counselors and high school seniors, and now that’s me? I really want to start this with the positives.
I’ve learned so much academically, emotionally, and socially just by being here for almost 2 months. It feels normal almost now that I got my shit down. I make decisions for myself and it feels good to take care of myself.
2021 doesn’t feel like the end of anything. My new beginnings happened throughout the year. Maneuvering around the social groups of senior year was a new beginning.